looking back

on 8th grade. 8th grade was a ROLLER COASTER! I've had more shit and drama in this year than both 6th and 7th put together. Why is that? Has people matured and notice other's flaws? Or are people just more sensitive? Idk the reason but i just fucken hate drama. But i think i accomplished something in this year. I've made new friends. I ended the year with no enemies, that i know of. People have definitely changed. Some for the better, some for the worst. Toward the end of the year, idk but i realized something. People these days are hard to trust. IDK but it's kinda hard to explain. But like from everything i've been through in the year and what people have done and become, it's hard to trust anyone. I've learned that everyone of us, even if we want to admit it or not, are two-faced. This isn't supposed to be an insult of shit talking or whatever but i know i can be one at times too. Everyone is. But people are so two-faced that i don't even know how they can live with themselves. It's like don't you see what you're doing? How can you continue living and still do what you're doing? I would feel horrible about myself if that was me. It's like that person is so nice to you in person and shit but behind your back, the shit talking starts. Totally fake! I just have to realize who my real friends are and those that i know i can trust my life with. I think i've found them because they are the ones i can turn to when i need a shouder to cry on. But i love them to death and they know who they are. I just hope through this summer break, people will start to change and think about who they are and what they've become. They might try to change and be someone better. It's a possibility.