Project 365.
Starting 1.1.2009.
hopefully i can commit to it. (:
Starting 1.1.2009.
hopefully i can commit to it. (:
SF!
Went to San Francisco with Kathy, mother, and Trent yesterday, or in the afternoon. Didn't decide to go until 2 p.m. and left around 4ish. Walked around Pier 39. Went shopping in Macy's-fucking 7 stories :O, H&M-2 stories and hella wanted these jackets, Urban Outfitters-3 stories, Forever 21-3 stories it was beautiful :D. Then went to eat at Cafe Mason. Me and Kathy shared Thai Salad and pasta. Walked around and debated for like 15 minutes on whether or not a huge-ass christmas tree was real or fake. Came home around 12:30 a.m. Fun day. ahaha. There were so many stores that I didn't get to go to. :( we should have gone earlier. But hopefully I'll go again this break. Ross, TJ Maxx, Puma, Victoria Secret, A&F, Etc.
long&interesting
Yesterday was very exciting. Such an advanture! L0L.
_Showered.
_Kathy came over.
_Cleaned my room.
_Got ready.
_Mommy took us to St. Patricks to meet up with the others.
_No one was there, and we were 20 minutes late. Wow, asians.
_Waited and then some of the others came.
_Peter brought thai food.
_Ate some thai fried rice&Pat thai. Fuck! I tried these noodles and ahhhhh! it was firing hot. I took one bite and was sweating and my chest was burning. D:
_Walked to Xmas in the Parks.
_Walked around looking at the christmas trees.
_We walked past the free kettle corn like 10x. haha, she had to know it was the same kids.
_Ate at Peggy Sues. Yummy! X) I had an oreo milkshake and shared chilly cheese fries w/ kathy. it was gooooodd! Gossiped & laughed. We got yelled at. XD
_HORSE! XD ahahaha. "You gotta grab it like this"-matthew (damn big)
_Azuki! Kathy got me a shirt for xmas. it's cute! :D "I want you to wrap it so i can have something to open."
_Stood around for like an hour, trying to figure out how to get to Camille's house, in evergreen, from DT SJ.
_Took bus 22 to eastridge.
_Walked with camille&vi from eastridge, past evhs, and to her house. It was fucken like 3 miles. l0l
_We gossiped and hella speed walked to pass everyone. hehe.
_Played guitar hero! I'm getting better. yay!
_Watched everyone go at Anthony. Poor guy.
_Gossiped and turned some new juice. hehe
_watched Anastatia. I've never heard of it until last night.
_Ate chips, apples, and pizza.
_Watched SNL. funny shit!
_picked up at like 1.
_Showered.
_Kathy came over.
_Cleaned my room.
_Got ready.
_Mommy took us to St. Patricks to meet up with the others.
_No one was there, and we were 20 minutes late. Wow, asians.
_Waited and then some of the others came.
_Peter brought thai food.
_Ate some thai fried rice&Pat thai. Fuck! I tried these noodles and ahhhhh! it was firing hot. I took one bite and was sweating and my chest was burning. D:
_Walked to Xmas in the Parks.
_Walked around looking at the christmas trees.
_We walked past the free kettle corn like 10x. haha, she had to know it was the same kids.
_Ate at Peggy Sues. Yummy! X) I had an oreo milkshake and shared chilly cheese fries w/ kathy. it was gooooodd! Gossiped & laughed. We got yelled at. XD
_HORSE! XD ahahaha. "You gotta grab it like this"-matthew (damn big)
_Azuki! Kathy got me a shirt for xmas. it's cute! :D "I want you to wrap it so i can have something to open."
_Stood around for like an hour, trying to figure out how to get to Camille's house, in evergreen, from DT SJ.
_Took bus 22 to eastridge.
_Walked with camille&vi from eastridge, past evhs, and to her house. It was fucken like 3 miles. l0l
_We gossiped and hella speed walked to pass everyone. hehe.
_Played guitar hero! I'm getting better. yay!
_Watched everyone go at Anthony. Poor guy.
_Gossiped and turned some new juice. hehe
_watched Anastatia. I've never heard of it until last night.
_Ate chips, apples, and pizza.
_Watched SNL. funny shit!
_picked up at like 1.
I'm Trying
I am really trying. I'm trying to stay close and be like how it was before. I know some of this is my fault. I don't hangout with you guys enough. This is one of the reasons why we're slowing drifting but it can be fixed. I'm gonna try to fix it. But I need your help too. This isn't a one woman team I need you guys. I get sad and depressed that it has turned like this and I hate it. But I'll push through it and our friendship will grow stronger because of this. *Cross my fingers.
im alone ):
I thought we were all supposed to be best friends. WTF happened?! I feel so left out. I feel like a third or fourth or fifth wheel. Best friends are supposed to do everything together. Shopping, hangout, gossip, have sleepovers, and all that good stuff. But I'm never invited. I'm never apart of anything. Why?! What have I done wrong? It just makes me so mad and sad. It feels like im not even best friends with them any more. I'm alone in this friendship. Even if i couldn't go, an invite would be nice. Then I'd feel apart of something, and that I haven't been forgotten. They share so many secrets and jokes that i dont know about. I wasn't there to know. ugh! Right now i feel like i have no one to lean on, to vent to, to be best friends with. Sometimes i wished that i went to a different school, so that i could meet people who would include me and make me feel accepted. *sign. Ohh well. I just hope that this is just a phase, and it will change because i want my best friends back.
damn!
So it's been more than a month since I've blogged. I've been hella busy so i couldn't vent. Shit! I really need to go crap right now. brb. BACK! XD Dude that was like the long crap ever. ahaha. sorry, too much info.
anyways, today was a long ass day. Went to this apartment place with SPC leadership to wrap gifts for the less fortunate. :D Im such a good citizen. L0L. It was fun. There were helllllaaa toys! And freaken Hai was as picky as hell. We had to rewrap every present cause it didnt "meet requirements". ahaha. Then went back to SP and had half a nutella sandwich. YUM (: We prayed for Anthony's grandma for like a fucken hour. Well it felt like an hr. I was falling asleep. Then Me, Vi, and Camille went on an "adventure"...to the thief store. Lmao! Those people back then had some CRAAAZYASS styles. But we got stuff/costumes for the school. It was hecka fun. There were big crouch polyester neon color shorts. shit! who'd wear that? Then we walked to 7-11. I got taquitos! and sour skittles that i haven't eaten yet. Went back to SP. We chilled and ate. And listened to two "anorexic" chicks talk. "This is the first time i've eaten in 2 days" :O Wtf?! "Dont let me eat anymore, im on a diet." Stupid ass. l0l idk how they can do that. I LOVE FOOOOD! XD Then it was rehearsal time. Heartbreak! that's my dance, to "love stone" by JT. We learned the whole thing. Yay! It's pretty good. But fuck! the stage is too damn small. I couldn't do the ending cause i was tripping over wires and running into chairs. ): ahahahahah! ohhh anthony. That guy's HILARIOUS! God i loved his dancing. He's so emotional and exaggerates everything. Today was a long day, i didn't get back until like 9:45.
anyways, today was a long ass day. Went to this apartment place with SPC leadership to wrap gifts for the less fortunate. :D Im such a good citizen. L0L. It was fun. There were helllllaaa toys! And freaken Hai was as picky as hell. We had to rewrap every present cause it didnt "meet requirements". ahaha. Then went back to SP and had half a nutella sandwich. YUM (: We prayed for Anthony's grandma for like a fucken hour. Well it felt like an hr. I was falling asleep. Then Me, Vi, and Camille went on an "adventure"...to the thief store. Lmao! Those people back then had some CRAAAZYASS styles. But we got stuff/costumes for the school. It was hecka fun. There were big crouch polyester neon color shorts. shit! who'd wear that? Then we walked to 7-11. I got taquitos! and sour skittles that i haven't eaten yet. Went back to SP. We chilled and ate. And listened to two "anorexic" chicks talk. "This is the first time i've eaten in 2 days" :O Wtf?! "Dont let me eat anymore, im on a diet." Stupid ass. l0l idk how they can do that. I LOVE FOOOOD! XD Then it was rehearsal time. Heartbreak! that's my dance, to "love stone" by JT. We learned the whole thing. Yay! It's pretty good. But fuck! the stage is too damn small. I couldn't do the ending cause i was tripping over wires and running into chairs. ): ahahahahah! ohhh anthony. That guy's HILARIOUS! God i loved his dancing. He's so emotional and exaggerates everything. Today was a long day, i didn't get back until like 9:45.
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