i can't believe

it's summer break. I know school ended like on friday but i didn't realize it until now. During the weekend it felt like a regular weekend like im gonna see people on monday. But then yesterday i didn't go anywhere, just stayed home and clean. It didn't feel like summer. But today i actually went out and in my mind i was like "whooa it's like 12 and im not a school" it just feels weird. Im liking summer. It started out GREAT! I couldn't ask for anything better. I've been trying to make plans with people to fill my days cause i don't want to stay home. It's hella boring. So far, so good. I feel kinda heartless cause i didn't even cry. I didn't cry after graduation or on the last day of school. I was looking around and everyone was like tearing up with red eyes. What about me? I wasn't even sad. I was kinda like, ohh okay school's over. It was like whatever even though i won't see half the people but idk i just wasn't sad. But we'll catch up during summer. LETS MAKE PLANS!