fun run?

today was the freaken mass mile for the whole school. i got invited to run in it but naah i was too lazy to run. so i just watched people. OHMYGOSH! the fucken 7th graders are hella fast. when they were announcing the times, i was like "ahhhh wtf? how do they run so fast? they're only 7th graders. holy moly. yikes. what do they do? just run nonstop? im hella jealous. i wanna be that fast. our fast girl ran the freaken mile at like 6:18 and she's a 7th grader. whoooa. we had to sit through more than an hour under the damn hot sun for an awards assembly. my knees were burning. i kinda regret not running the mile cause i could've gotton a little trophy and placed like 2 or 3. uggh. i kinda hate myself sometimes. just those little things that i chose not to do, i regret later. oh well. that's life.